When I was ten, my parents and I
moved into a trailer court. At the time, I didn’t realize this was “low class”
living. I liked the trailer, with its wood paneling and mismatched carpeting.
It had character—although I wouldn’t have used that word then; I just knew it
made me feel happy. I had my own room. It was very small but had a cute little
closet door and built-in drawers.
At age twelve we moved into a more
permanent situation—not a rental trailer but our own trailer. My grandpa had bought us a 1956 single-wide in the
hopes that we could get on our feet a bit better, not having such substantial
rent costs—now we would only have to pay space rent. We moved into a much
smaller “court”—and a smaller town as well.
Because my parents felt I should
continue to have my own room—especially since I was nearly a teenager, they
opted to sleep in the living room area (it was really too small to be called a room) on some kind of a fold-down couch and
let me take the very compact bedroom at the back of the trailer. I remember
papering the walls with magazine pictures—affixed with Elmer’s Glue.
About three years later, we moved “up
a creek”—literally— and my parents stayed there for about eleven more years
after I married and moved away. We took our same turquoise trailer and
transplanted it about five miles away. Though the trailer was remarkably sound
for its age, there were definitely “issues”—with our furnace breaking down (continually),
sinks getting clogged (chronically), and our water heater not working—we had to
heat up water on the stove for baths for much of the time that we lived there.
Instead of paying space rent, we were blessed to park our trailer on a
relative’s property—on a fairly sparsely inhabited road; we had no neighbors
right next-door, which suited my parents well.
There wasn’t a lot of room for
guests, so there weren’t many of those, and I certainly didn’t have friends
stay over. Instead, I spent a lot of nights with my cousin down the road—it was
her parents’ property we were living on. In fact, there wasn’t a whole lot of
room for anything—and let’s just say
we weren’t the best at keeping things neat and tidy. Still, it was our home,
and we felt a certain comfort in being there.
You’d think that living in a
trailer, virtually out in the country, we’d have a bunch of rusty old cars
sitting around. But no—we didn’t collect cars—we collected cats. Not purebred
Siamese or Persian cats—these were “mutt” cats. When I was eight or nine, we
had acquired Baby, a black female short-hair. My parents had no money to devote
to spaying or neutering, so Baby soon became pregnant. Several litters later,
we still had Baby, who had successfully mated a couple times with one of her
offspring—a grey cat we called Professor, because he was remarkably brighter
than most of the felines produced through this rather redneck bloodline. Since
we did live close to the country, we
were able to “farm out” some of the kittens. But we kept Professor and Baby—which
probably wasn’t a great idea, as neither one was fixed. So the proliferation of
less-than-intelligent cat stock continued for some time.
We shopped at thrift stores and ate
standard “poor folk” food like spaghetti, Spanish rice, beans, potatoes, etc. Before
the Oregon Health Plan came along, we didn’t have medical coverage, so emergencies
were also financial hardships. Such was the case when I had to get emergency
stitches at age nine. Nasty hospital bill. There was no buffer for times like
these.
My folks couldn’t afford manufactured
building supplies to improve our home, so my dad would fix what he could and
would enlist the help of others at times. He built “porches” for our front and
back doors out of large blocks of wood. No garbage service meant hauling refuse
to the dump or disposing of it via the large burning barrel my dad kept out in
the field area behind our trailer. Burning trash was something my dad derived
nearly as much pleasure from as planting potatoes—he was easily entertained, I
suppose—but also, he loved the outdoors.
And he trained me to love it too...or
at least spend a lot of time in it. Most ten-year-olds are probably practicing
cursive (mine was fairly sloppy), going to movies, or learning to wash the
family car. I learned how to wield a machete. I actually became fairly adept at
chopping down small alder trees and trimming off their branches. Why? Because
for probably fifteen years, my parents’ line of work was harvesting young
alders, which were sold to a “middle man,” who in turn sold them to the Reynolds
Aluminum plant—where they were used to stir gigantic pots of aluminum.
It was sweaty work, and work clothes
got re-used…frequently. We had no laundry facilities and no money to devote to laundromat
outings. My mother did hand-washings in the bathtub whenever possible, but with
the hard labor she did on a daily basis, it was difficult to find the time and
energy to do so. My parents were extremely hard-working with never much to show
for all their diligent labor. Mom always said, “We’re rich in the things that
count.”
In high school, sometimes being
rich merely in love, laughter, and high-calorie foods sometimes felt like it
wasn’t enough. Not that I wanted to be rich,
per say—but being poor could be pretty embarrassing at times. One good thing
that came of it, though, was a greater appreciation for the things I did have. And a certain pride in my
parents for giving their all so I could have the basics, and occasionally more.
By common social standards—mentally-challenged
cats roaming about, a run-down shed with moss growing on the roof, no skirt
siding on our trailer, and too much money invested in Kraft macaroni and Hostess
treats—my family would’ve been labeled “trailer trash.” But what I’ve learned
is…
I’m really trailer treasure. It was during those awkward,
poverty-stricken years with no real luxuries to speak of that I learned to
value family, hard work, and the oft unappreciated blessing of having a roof
over one’s head. I left my thirty-foot-long home knowing that I was more than
where I came from—beyond my economical roots, I had been imbued with talents,
dreams, and compassion. God had planted these eternal seeds against an unlikely
backdrop and begun to develop them.
As a camp counselor at outdoor
school my senior year, a young girl from a similar financial (and therefore
social) background had been assigned to my cabin—specifically because I was someone the directors felt she’d
feel comfortable with—someone who could give her the acceptance she needed and
put her at ease during our week at camp. It proved to be true, and I found
myself feeling honored—that I was seen as someone who could reach a young child’s
heart. Perhaps it had something to do with my growing desire to become a
teacher.
Because I grew up “a diamond in the
rough,” I could see the potential—the treasure, the greatness—in others. Had I
not lived in that drafty, humble trailer, I would not be the person I am today—a
woman keenly aware of God’s great love for me and His desire to unearth the
treasures of my history for the benefit of my future. And the future of others.
I am His treasure.
“For you are a people holy to the LORD your
God. The LORD your God has chosen you out of all the peoples on the face of the
earth to be his people, his treasured possession” (Deuteronomy 7:6).
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